Sometimes frustration will arise when Reality works through you in a different direction from what you’d prefer.
I understand that feeling. It can be difficult sometimes.
The solution is to surrender this frustration to Reality/God and cry it out. It’s something you can reliably do. You have to understand that this feeling is a pain/weakness that you can vent to God about and let yourself be helped with. It’s not anything “righteous”, not something to act upon.
Don’t boil it inside too long, or it will get out of control. Express it to God until it’s no longer and be free of it.