Give all your hopes and wishes to Reality/God, and let them die. Express them, cry them out until they are no longer. Let them go.
Don’t cling to your hopes and what “you” want or think you should. Surrender it and let Steerage/Guidance do its work. Allow the Reality of You to shine and work through you in a way that’s better than you could ever imagine.
What you truly want will always be fulfilled – because it’s true. Relax, don’t insist and be open to the process. Let your limited hopes die and see how perfection unfolds.