In my view, there is no better way to profoundly come back to your depth than by going on an intentional, focused psychedelic trip. If you’re doing it right, you deeply reconnect with your existential nature and bask in the utter vibrance and recognition of yourself. Which is, I think, what the introvert longs for.
Obviously you can’t do it too much. You shouldn’t force it or do it out of desperation. You must have right intention – a genuine, loving sense that you want to come back to yourself. And of course you must be very careful and respect the protocol, so that things don’t go sideways. Psychedelics are no joke, but they are a very useful tool that works if you want to profoundly see yourself again.
It’s okay to like psychedelics. And it’s okay to admit that to yourself. Just don’t go bragging about it to people that aren’t going to get it. You can have a sweet little secret with yourself, and possibly some individual folks that will understand.
There are many other ways to take a step back to your depth. 99% of the time you will be using those other techniques – like going on a walk in nature, reading a book in silence, and so on. It’s just that this one is extremely potent – but its use should be limited and treated with caution. Once a month MAXIMUM should suffice for you.
Again, keep in mind you should be only doing it from genuine light intention, not out of desperation/need. Don’t treat it as a crutch – see it as a possibility to come back to your Godhood once more, if you truly wish so. Do it from a position of being content with what’s HERE NOW, not trying to escape.
This last point is crucial – don’t run away from your daily life, embrace it. Inspect your intentions carefully, so that you don’t treat psychedelics as an escape and become addicted.