Part of being your own masculine counsel is channeling and telling yourself things that you don’t necessarily want to hear but you feel like you should. These are often uncomfortable truths that you’re resistant to even say out loud.
Have the courage to say them. Take your personal red pills. It’s healthy for you.
I think we often fear that an uncomfortable truth will invalidate everything we know, thus “killing” us (that’s how fear feels like). In my experience, such insights are usually half-truths which serve as counterbalance to that which you’re already embracing. You’ll be integrating them with the rest of your understanding that still has validity, and by taking them in, you get a fuller picture. It makes your mind more complete. So face your fear – you’re not going to “die”.
But even supposing that a truth invalidated everything you know… Well, then all you “knew” wasn’t truth to begin with. So fuck it, kill it all with fire and don’t look back. Trust that you’ll be fine, because you really will be. You’ll be more alive than ever.
Channel brutal personal truths and rejoice in accepting them. It’s the path to your mind’s integrity, health and wisdom.